Someday Again!!!

Another day just passes by; I wonder how I’m still alive!
I see you walk past my side, so invisible now I’m to your eye...
The sight of u makes me shiver, breathing seems so harder, oh so harder...

Now that your mind is clouded with the things he said,
But deep inside you know, it’s only "you" I always cared...

You left me so stranded... in the middle of nowhere,
Yea u left me stranded in your love...
All I see now is a stranger, a stranger in your disguise...
Your heart's gotten so cold, oh so colder,
All the feelings have turned to stone...
Seems like you under a spell, a spell to despise me & my love...

If you could only hold me close like u did before,
You would know what you mean to me,
If you could only turn around and hear your heart,
You would hear it callin for me...

Maybe it’s just a shadow in my thoughts I chase...
Maybe God too didn't hear my prayers...
My arms are slowly closing that were open for your embrace
All the hopes are dying; all the tears have dried from my crying.

But deep inside I still believe that

Someday we will be together again
One-day you would come back again,
Someday you'll call me again
One-day we will start over again
Someday we'll make everythin right again
You would never say goodbye again...

We’ll grow older together,
We’ll stay together forever

I wonder what might happen,
If only you could feel my heart again,
Would you kiss me like the first time?
Would you never let me go this time...?

Someday we will be together again
One-day you would come back again,
Someday you'll call me again
One-day we will start over again
Someday we'll make everythin right again
You would never say goodbye again...

Will there be anytime as such?
Feel so despaired for your touch.

With What I Had...

When you said we would be together,
You said its now & forever more...
When you lay here in my arms,
You said "I love you" with such a charm...
You made me swear I'd never leave,
In you i can always believe
A day without me by your side,
U said Itz the day you cried...
I took your words & I held on,
be'lieving our love will shine on..
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Maybe you'd not hear me today...
but, Baby you'd feel me someday...
Baby don't you make it too late...
I’m afraid, maybe I'd lose hope to wait..
You are my first taste of love,
Itz driving me mad...
Now I’m living on...
With what I had...
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I wonder what would happen if,
i turn around & start to walk on..
Would you be looking back at me...?
Would you stop me & call me back home...
So long I’ve been runnin in circles,
cuz the one thing i need for life is missing
i used to wake up with the sound of your voice... callin me...
Wish I could turn back the time...
The love we made was so fine... so fine...
With your words you took me so high,
Now when I think of it, I just sigh... Just sigh...
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Maybe you'd not hear me today...
(but) Baby you'd feel me someday...
Baby don't you make it too late...
(Im afraid) maybe I’d lose hope to wait..
You are my first taste of love,
Itz driving me mad...
Now I’m living on...
With what i had...
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Can someone help me ease the pain?
With broken wings i crawl in the rain...

Hold On...

Here I am, out in this crowded world but still all alone,
I can see people talking, their lips move but can’t hear a word what they say..
I can see people all around me but they all so faded cuz the only thing I can see now is you, the only thing I can hear is your voice, im trying so hard to forget you, trying to get you out of my life but after al this time I can’t help myself to stop loving you.
Every time I try, I go down in vain; every step that I take away from you reminds me of all the steps we took together.
You were my dream that came true, an illusion that turned to reality & then one day just like that you went away turning my whole world around, bringing it crashing and burning down to pieces.


All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart, all the memories I keep them locked in my head, cuz I can’t hide the fact that I’m still in love with you, my life will never be the same again now that you’re gone, I’ll linger in this loneliness forever.

Here are my feelings just a few, wish I could start my life all new,
I said I “I love you “you told me the same, then u left me, why such pain?
Time has passed but still everyday u on my mind, even after all these days, everyday my heart feels the pain..
Will we ever be together again, I wonder as I walk in the rain.
As each day passes, I lose a little hope, but I see a ray of light shine when on my guitar I see “I LOVE YOU FOREVER” that you wrote.

I’ll always love you, hold these words true
Why you hate me for this? This is what pain is making me do….

Why Did You Go Away??

You told me that you loved me, you told me that you always will. Then one Evening as I was waiting for you to call, I heard that you didn't want me... I felt a shiver running down my spine. Piercing me through like a thousand knives… Then you called me and I asked you why and you started to yell at me. As you yelled I could feel my heart break in two. To me it was so perfect, to me it was going fine, i never thought i'd lose you, i thought you'd always be mine. How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see, that you were changing your mind.. We could have worked it out, we could have talked it through, but you just let me go, you left it so long. My heart just tore apart, as i let out a sigh.. i decided to sit down, as i felt my eyes go red, i gazed at the floor, in my hands i held my head. The tears poured down my face, as i asked myself why? why did it happen? why did she lie? I didn't wanna believe it, yet i knew it was so true, that you and i were through, I still can't believe, you expected me to guess, when i had no idea, i was totally clueless!....

You where my all that I had, the one I adored, The one whom I loved & trusted the most in the world. I gave you the purest of me, You asked me to trust you. See my love was real!! i guess yours was fake because i would have never cheated or lied or pushed you away. You have no idea how much I have cried asking the Lord why my heart, why did you break me in half this pain that consumes is killing me softly. My heart had never felt such pain yet the one who asked me to trust caused this enormous hurt and pain and yes a shame. Don't you wish me the best.. What goes around comes around and that is what i have to say about that. My Baby this Love is the One you let slip away. But yes know this you hurt me soooo Damn much. One day the only one you gave away will be the one your wishing for. Why my heart??? Why did you go away…

Our last kiss, I'll cherish Until we meet again no matter how harder it gets, I’ll keep our memories locked in my heart,


May your Smile Shine On....

El !!!

So wish if i could do this... would have been so easy.... :-(

Wish...

I go to sleep at night in an empty bed. When I wake up, I feel your warmth and the smell of your being lingers on your pillow, but you are gone. I long to wrap my arms around you as we sleep, to rest my face upon your shoulder, but you are not here.

What keeps you away? What is more important than me? Maybe I don't understand because you are the most important person in my life. Does that make me dependent on you? Does it make me weak to love you so much?

I wish I were your first priority. I wish I could be first on your list. I wish you would love me enough never to be separated from my side. If you would only rush home and gather me in your arms with promises of never leaving again...

But you know that I am always here when you need me, so I wait for you my love...

Why!!!

Just like a movie

I see myself lying dead

no fake believers

just so confused in my head,

And why i wonder why

never saw this happenin to me

cuz in my world of love why does luck run down on me??

The first time i held ur hand

I thought this love would never end

Why did u had to go

Throwing away all my love

guess the dreams were all lie

so were u and ur love...

And now i feel so alone

never thought this would happen to me

In my world of love

why does luck run down on me...

i finally wake up

my friends are all just gone

is this a consequence of a world gone wrong

And why i wonder why

never saw this happenin to me

cuz in my world of love why does luck run down on me??

Crying my heart out!!!

How can anyone love someone so much & in the end find nothing but pain?

Every tear that run from my eyes fall in vain, they are the words my heart can't say, I cry everyday, everyday I try, I try to smile but it takes thousands of smile to cover up for that one tear. Is that what true love suppose to be?? cuz it hurts so much!!! I can’t breathe…

You said you would never break my heart, you said you would never leave me so did you close your eyes when you broke it?? did you close your ears so tight that you couldn't hear my soul shatter to pieces?

Why is that, when I gave you everything, all you gave me is a broken heart?

You were the sunshine in my life, my light in the dark you were my everything & now I’m left with nothing.. So lost I linger alone in the darkness...

You're still my everything and now I'm you’re nothing.

Without you all I will ever be is so Incomplete.

You broke my heart but I never expected you to step on it too.. You hurt me so much when all I ever did was loving you..

Sometimes I wonder how it would be if you had truly loved me, I would never ask if u don’t ever tell me … I know u well enough to know u did love me.

What can I do? The only one who can heal my broken heart is the very person who broke it into million pieces.

I cry in the dark so that no one can see my tears.

Its funny how a girl can hurt you & you still love her with all your heart.

I wish I was "Invisible" as you make me feel now. I don't miss you, I miss the person I thought you were and I'm still waiting... but for what??

Why is that I can't hate you?

I said "I LOVE YOU" now that I said it to you; I would never be able to say it to anyone ever again.