A Last Prayer...

Emptiness & loneliness are chasing me,
i run & hide but they keep finding me,

all that was & wud have been has gone,
with such an ease, you turned my heart to stone,
into the darkness alone i wept,
for now all that is left are words,
which were promises you never kept.

i walk through the fire just to burn the pain,
but with every step i keep failing again...
i walked through the rain,hoping it would wash away your name,
but as it came, i felt my tears in them.


Everyday i rise, i wake up with all her lies,
but still this heart of mine denies, all her lies
Everyday i smile, i raise my spirits well high,
but still the love we had defies, all my tries.


down on my knees, i pray to god,
with shattered soul, i cry "My Lord"
"help me redeem myself just this one time,
& i swear i'd never love again in this lifetime..."
"Help me to forget her, make me stronger,
try to fade her anger,before i rest six feet under...

Don’t Wake Me Up

I’m gathering the pieces of my broken heart,
How couldn’t she care that’ll I’ll be hurt.
Turn around & look at me once,
You cause me to behold grievance.
As I rest my head in Pretension,
My mind & heart raise up strife & contention.
Don’t wake me up; she’s my only constellation….

Gripped in the hands of the past,
Wondering why didn’t we last..
When you’re sinking in the river of pain,
All your prayers go in vain.
Summer has come again; I hear the wind call her name,
Don’t wake me up; I’ll be in ruins again…

My heart’s become a barren land,
In search for answers I crawl in the sand.
Did you trade love for a lie?
How couldn’t I see it in her eye?
My promises to her I still abide,
Don’t wake me up, cuz she’s not by my side

Dial 10 numbers just to hear her voice,
Hang up the phone without a choice..
Keep staring at her photographs,
Everything now is in the past,
Never ever thought we would end so fast,
Don’t wake me up, without her I wouldn’t last.

Through the blue skies & green fields,
I walk with her in the snowfields,
In my arms she lies, no questions no whys…
Don’t wake me up; I’ve built a world inside my eyes…

Since You Left

Don’t know where to start,
If there was a way, to mend my broken heart...
I get lost gazing at the sky, could someone tell me why.

Is there a smile I can borrow, just to face tomorrow…
Is there a place I can go, that won’t bring back all your memories I know,
There was a time when the days were so full of life,
Every morning brought a new hope, when I saw you by my side
Now I just wonder, I just keep going under…

Since you left, my life has turned to grey,
Since you left, the rhythm has gone away..
Since you left, the stars don’t shine so bright,
Nothin seems right, anymore..

There are moments when I wonder if you were real?
Or was it just a deal to make me kneel?
Could you ever feel the way I feel?

Since you left, my eyes have turned to red,
Since you left, I hear your voice echo in my head,
Since you left, the nights have turned so cold,
Everyday, I’m falling in love with you even more…

Is there ain’t a single night, that you haven’t dreamt of me?
Is there ain’t a single moment you haven’t thought of me?
Ain’t there any moment that you thought we were true?
Ain’t there any kiss that sent shivers through you?
I’ve accepted my present & future without you,
But can’t forget the past I spent with you…

I’ve been looking for reason,
Nothings changed but the season,
I’ve locked myself up in this prison,
Fighting through your treason

Since you left, my life has turned to grey,
Since you left, the rhythm has gone away..
Since you left, the stars don’t shine so bright,
Nothin seems right, anymore..

Since you left, my eyes have turned to red,
Since you left, I hear your voice echo in my head,
Since you left, the nights have turned so cold,
Everyday, I’m falling in love with you even more…