- Just a Smile… -



I was walkin in this world all alone,
My life so swirled, I had turned my heart to stone...
No beacon to guide me or a soul to lead me.
& then like a sunshine, u walked into this life of mine,

The sparkle in your eyes shines like a sunrise,
The presence of u feels like the touch of the morning dew
You light up my life, take my spirits so high,
Why when therz nothin between you & I?
I wonder with all those Hi's & bye...
With all my feelings again I sigh...

Girl u make me smile...
Make my heart beat again for a while...
With you I feel I can face another mile...
How can u do it girl? With just a smile...

You might wonder why I write?
Why shouldn't I? To an angel who shines so bright...
With just a smile you light up the place,
With joy & laughter you fill up the space.

Girl u make me smile...
Make me forget all the pain for a while...
Wanna lie in your arms like a child...
How do u do it girl? With just a smile...

Why again am I goin down that lane,
I’m tryin to hold, not to turn my heart from cold..
I can't take it again; I know I’ll end up in pain,
But the sight of you makes it hard to restrain.

WHY YOU SO SAD!!!



Wonderin what to say,
Don’t know how we went astray...

Thinking bout the times baby you were so good,
To love you like crazy was the only thing I could,

U had the magic to put a life in me,
U woke up the feelings I never knew I had in me...

Every touch of you sent shivers down my spine,
da shine in ur eyes & your soul so divine..

Baby im lost, you were my only sunshine,
Now all I feel, is this broken heart of mine...

I keep telling myself:
So why you so sad???
Hanging to the moments you had...
Take a look at the bright side,
Even with a heartache you survived...
You Survived...

Every time u kissed me, u breathed life in me,
When u hugged me, it was like an angel come down from heaven to embrace me...

Your smile was like a child so true,
If you only could hold on, we could have made it through...

I still love you is what I wanna say to you,
Open up your mind & try to remember the old YOU...

I keep telling myself:
So why you so sad... Crying for the moments you had...
Take a look at the bright side,
Even with a heartache you Survived...
You Survived...

A Last Prayer...

Emptiness & loneliness are chasing me,
i run & hide but they keep finding me,

all that was & wud have been has gone,
with such an ease, you turned my heart to stone,
into the darkness alone i wept,
for now all that is left are words,
which were promises you never kept.

i walk through the fire just to burn the pain,
but with every step i keep failing again...
i walked through the rain,hoping it would wash away your name,
but as it came, i felt my tears in them.


Everyday i rise, i wake up with all her lies,
but still this heart of mine denies, all her lies
Everyday i smile, i raise my spirits well high,
but still the love we had defies, all my tries.


down on my knees, i pray to god,
with shattered soul, i cry "My Lord"
"help me redeem myself just this one time,
& i swear i'd never love again in this lifetime..."
"Help me to forget her, make me stronger,
try to fade her anger,before i rest six feet under...

Don’t Wake Me Up

I’m gathering the pieces of my broken heart,
How couldn’t she care that’ll I’ll be hurt.
Turn around & look at me once,
You cause me to behold grievance.
As I rest my head in Pretension,
My mind & heart raise up strife & contention.
Don’t wake me up; she’s my only constellation….

Gripped in the hands of the past,
Wondering why didn’t we last..
When you’re sinking in the river of pain,
All your prayers go in vain.
Summer has come again; I hear the wind call her name,
Don’t wake me up; I’ll be in ruins again…

My heart’s become a barren land,
In search for answers I crawl in the sand.
Did you trade love for a lie?
How couldn’t I see it in her eye?
My promises to her I still abide,
Don’t wake me up, cuz she’s not by my side

Dial 10 numbers just to hear her voice,
Hang up the phone without a choice..
Keep staring at her photographs,
Everything now is in the past,
Never ever thought we would end so fast,
Don’t wake me up, without her I wouldn’t last.

Through the blue skies & green fields,
I walk with her in the snowfields,
In my arms she lies, no questions no whys…
Don’t wake me up; I’ve built a world inside my eyes…

Since You Left

Don’t know where to start,
If there was a way, to mend my broken heart...
I get lost gazing at the sky, could someone tell me why.

Is there a smile I can borrow, just to face tomorrow…
Is there a place I can go, that won’t bring back all your memories I know,
There was a time when the days were so full of life,
Every morning brought a new hope, when I saw you by my side
Now I just wonder, I just keep going under…

Since you left, my life has turned to grey,
Since you left, the rhythm has gone away..
Since you left, the stars don’t shine so bright,
Nothin seems right, anymore..

There are moments when I wonder if you were real?
Or was it just a deal to make me kneel?
Could you ever feel the way I feel?

Since you left, my eyes have turned to red,
Since you left, I hear your voice echo in my head,
Since you left, the nights have turned so cold,
Everyday, I’m falling in love with you even more…

Is there ain’t a single night, that you haven’t dreamt of me?
Is there ain’t a single moment you haven’t thought of me?
Ain’t there any moment that you thought we were true?
Ain’t there any kiss that sent shivers through you?
I’ve accepted my present & future without you,
But can’t forget the past I spent with you…

I’ve been looking for reason,
Nothings changed but the season,
I’ve locked myself up in this prison,
Fighting through your treason

Since you left, my life has turned to grey,
Since you left, the rhythm has gone away..
Since you left, the stars don’t shine so bright,
Nothin seems right, anymore..

Since you left, my eyes have turned to red,
Since you left, I hear your voice echo in my head,
Since you left, the nights have turned so cold,
Everyday, I’m falling in love with you even more…

- Remember!!! -

Sitting here watching the moon,
Wish I could get back to June,
Time flies away so soon…

She was an Angel,
An Angel from sky,
She took me flying so high…

She was beauty in whole,
She kept me from cold,
I gave her my heart & soul…

She said - “Take me away,
With you I’d always stay,
Its only to you I’d always say…
Baby! Hold me now, I take a vow,
I’ll never leave you, my heart is sealed for you now…
Too long, I’ve waited for you,
Now that I found you, I’d never let go of you…
If I go astray,
I know your love will show me the way…”

How can’t you remember?
Its only October,
You swore you’d love me forever…

The things you said,
The promises you made,
Turned to roses withered…

Now it’s November,
Still miss your love so tender,
To this feeling I surrender…

How come my angel, just can’t remember,
She looks back at me like a stranger…
I sit & wonder, try so hard to remind her
Will she be the same ever?
Cuz. I still remember

She said - “Take me away,
With you I’d always stay,
Its only to you I’d always say…
Baby! Hold me now, I take a vow,
I’ll never leave you, my heart is sealed for you now…
Too long, I’ve waited for you,
Now that I found you, I’d never let go of you…
If I go astray,
I know your love will show me the way…”

You Tell Me To Forget...

There’s one thing still on my mind,
I try to look for an answer but I can't find.
What made you change your Mind?
How did you get so blind?
What happened to you baby when you were so kind...

How did our love get so sour?
You don’t even recognize me anymore…
You tell me to forget,
You tell me to go away…

How can I let you go?
I begged you to stay but you just said “NO”!!
You took out the ring & said “This is it”,
Didn’t your heart too break a little bit?

You just sat there watch me cry
You couldn’t even meet my eye
All I asked is why? & for that too you lie.

You know you were my life,
You had said you want to be my wife,
Now your silence is piercing my heart like a thousand knives.

You tell me to forget,
Every promise that you made,
Every little thing that you said
Every dream that we shared,
The very thing I cared.

I wander at the places we used to go,
See the faces that we used to know…
Everything around is still the same,
I just close my eyes & whisper your name…
The smile on your face has turned to frown,
You’ve packed your bags & you’re leaving town.
You made me look like a clown,
Hope you had fun watching me go so down.

How can I just forget?
When you weren’t just a thought in my head…
I wonder how you got so jade!
Your heart was so pure why you let it fade…

You tell me to forget…
You tell me to go away…