A Last Prayer...

Emptiness & loneliness are chasing me,
i run & hide but they keep finding me,

all that was & wud have been has gone,
with such an ease, you turned my heart to stone,
into the darkness alone i wept,
for now all that is left are words,
which were promises you never kept.

i walk through the fire just to burn the pain,
but with every step i keep failing again...
i walked through the rain,hoping it would wash away your name,
but as it came, i felt my tears in them.


Everyday i rise, i wake up with all her lies,
but still this heart of mine denies, all her lies
Everyday i smile, i raise my spirits well high,
but still the love we had defies, all my tries.


down on my knees, i pray to god,
with shattered soul, i cry "My Lord"
"help me redeem myself just this one time,
& i swear i'd never love again in this lifetime..."
"Help me to forget her, make me stronger,
try to fade her anger,before i rest six feet under...